2004-06-30 02:04:00

firstly i think i am in a pretty much gd mood...jus happy for no reason..how i do it i oso dunno..i am impatient yet so patient with dis.. ha anyway.. today is my ord date!!! so delighted yet sad... army life has been quite an experience for me.. met some nice people and met all sorts of crazy arseholes...

maybe i am being hypocrite but treating certain pple in certain ways get things done alot in the army..black scheming hellhole where everyone hides under a mask..

dats how the world works and function i think..very realistic nowadays.. will not do anything for free.. unless for close friends..or not out of my way lah..

i tend to trust people lesser cos of all the things dat happen to me...why is there so much fakeness in the world but i am slowly turnin into another human in these cruel world..

why people put on a false front to others..mayb to protect themselves from gettin hurt? i guess so..whats the point in being truthful to strangers when they could be plottin against u..see i became the same haha

army thought me to look after myself and watch out cos no one in the world will do so for me...benefits and materialistic gains are what everyone is after...its all about the wat u get finally for a job done..

lastly i will try my best to become a better person and start by cleanin up my room first! haha